livejournal, baby
marisa got her braces off.
my mom's friend came from new jersey.
we ate at tgi fridays.
it was good.
tomarrow is providence with dan and cynthia.
i am shaking inside, i want to see kristen.
its been to long.
creepy guy at tilt asked me to go to dennys with him
i said no yet again because it is 230 in the morning and hes a creepo
brianna is at band camp, i miss her already
i made a slideshow for my myspace that took all day.
you people better enjoy it's goodness
"swing life away" is in it. i love that song..
then there is also this song. "midnight highway" this is how it goes...
you're bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
this idle hour just wont pass,
i've never missed you this much never thought i would,
didn't think you'd feel so far away,
you're summer perfume is still flowing through this hallway,
automs amber, and shadows dance,
i miss our midnight rides on highway 18,
18 is gone.
and so go past the lights and all the excuses,
you could have left sincerly yours,
and don't you think its obvious that i want to say more,
anything to daring to say to you will be said in this letter and burned away,
so you never realize im here,.
im thinking of you're vague reply so i can understand,
why we put this at rest,
why we forget to say that we were leaving, and say that we were sorry,
the past remains unspoken as this vaccant night is dying,
but i still miss youre summer perfume,
this cold air brings such a distance to us,
such a painful distance,
and im still waiting for you to say you hate me now,
so i dont have to hold onto this burning heart,
this burning heart is getting old, its getting old,
and while sitting on this cold kitchen floor, head down to hide the tears,
i've finally realized, i've finally realized, that you were never ment for me.
I know it's emo but i love it.
i want to kiss you so bad, but i can't, i'll never beable to again..
<3 bianca
Current Mood:
emo mood!!Current Music: the video